Sometimes days swallow you up with feelings of defeat.
You end your days feeling unsuccessful (whatever that means to you), unwanted (however that looks to you) and confused about your next steps.
Even if you know “your why”, you want to cry, for you’ve been waiting for that universal sign to tell you you’re on the right path and not wasting another day not knowing. You still have not gotten that sign.
Your family and friends love you, yet push the route of a “normal job” onto you, suggesting you go work for a 9-5 company that will keep you until you retire. Your mind starts to believe them, even just a little bit, and you think of letting go of all that you’ve worked towards.
There are days when you are scared to death because you have no idea how long you will be continuing on the same old path, with the same old routine and the same old worries. You know you have big dreams, a big heart and want to do so many exciting things, but your life is passing you by. Knowing this leaves a heavy pit in your stomach.
If only you had the answers. If only you could totally trust your heart to tell you what to do, but the truth is your heart loves many things and cannot decide on just one Avenue.
You want to change gears again, trying something new, because something new has promise and excitement. But let’s face it, you know you’ll just end up back in this same spot you’re sitting in right now. You’re completely frozen in self- disappointment.
Is it enough that you’ve given your project a good try? Learned a couple of things? Grown as a person? When it it alright to allow yourself to stop and let go of the reigns?
What do you need? Who do you need? What’s your next move? You want to feel free!
Everyone has experienced this before.
The big question is – What is to be done next after you shed your last tear and acknowledge that this story is about YOU. Any ideas?
You rise above it all and connect to your heart. Feel the things that makes you feel connected to every life you’ve ever lived? When you drop the fear, the insecurities and the doubt; and stop operating from a place of ALL YOU TO THE CORE, your inner peace will surface and you will know.
I would love to hear your thoughts and comments.
Karen says
Thank you for this. Sharing!!
Rita says
I feel the same way. I have to connect with my heart.
Ferra Anne Ellis says
Feeling as though I am really stuck. I have been watching your videos on your Facebook group and they are a help too.
Tina Victor says
I have tried so hard my whole like to make money at things I loved to do… but got nowhere. It’s heart breaking.
Genethe Coghills says
What do you recommend when it comes to changing your path in opposite directions? Do you think it can still work if you feel good about it?
Citta Henning says
Thanks. Loved this blog post. I loved your SCS program too. Just finishing it up again.
Denelda R says
I’d love to hear your view on soulpreneurship if you ever do a blog on it.